The Sean Hannity Show was shooting a live segment regarding controversial Super Bowl advertisements, and the booking manager wanted Miss New York's opinion about the so-called sexist and racist commercials. I had yet to make an official appearance as Miss New York, so you can imagine my surprise (and nervousness) when realizing my first appearance would be on national television. If I messed up, only a couple million people would be watching. No biggie. (Hah!)
Scarfing down the rest of my sandwich (I am an embarassingly fast eater, so that was no problem for me), I immediately started brainstorming my talking points and watching the commercials Hannity would be focusing on. Oh, wait! I have to leave for my audition in 15 minutes! I scurried around to find the outfit I'd been wearing that morning (I needed to eat my food and answer emails in sweats, of course) and ran out the door.
No time to be nervous about singing "I Hate Men," I breezed into that audition room and belted my little face off, condensing all of my bad experiences with dating into one 16 bar audition. Boy, that felt good. Afterwards, the director then asked me this: "How does your dad sing?" Screeeeeeeeeech, whaaaat? A normal person would say "Excuse me?" or "Pardon me, I couldnt hear you." No, no. Not this rosebud. "My dad? Oh, he has a great voice." Crickets. "Honey, I don't care how your dad sings. How's your dancing?" Yes, this actually happened. Through laughing, I told him about my dancing abilities, and gathered my music from the pianist. On the way out the door, I looked back and said, "Sorry! I thought you might need some older guys for the show...my dad's pretty great." If this was any sign for how Hannity would go that night, we were in BIG trouble.
Two hours later, a black car arrived to take me to the Fox News building- straight to hair and make up (thank goodness). After bonding with the women who primped and pampered me, I sat in a waiting area with a really nice gentleman who was taking part in the segment right before mine. We chatted about life and- what else- my love life. He gave me a lot of advice about finding "the one" and seemed to take my jokes about dating in New York really well. Well, what do you know, but a few minutes later, Sean Hannity himself plops down next to me and starts talking to this guy about his career as a pilot. I pipe in, "Hey, my dad flew F-14s in the Navy!" Hannity looked at me like, "You didn't know that this guy was a pilot?" Shortly thereafter, I found out why. This man whom I had taken love advice from was, in fact, Scott O'Grady, a pretty famous fighter pilot who was shot down over Bosnia in the '90s. Whoops. I immediately felt honored to be sitting in a room with him.
My segment of the show went off without a hitch. I'm not one to place much prominence on Super Bowl ads, so I just gave my simple two cents about each commercial and tried to stay myself. Side note: Sean Hannity has amazing hair and is a really nice guy in person.
The next morning, I received a phone call about the audition the day before. I got a callback! Maybe my answer about my dad was memorable...? Unfortunately, the callback fell on the same day as my trip upstate to be a guest as Miss NY at the Miss Fulton County Pageant on Saturday. Such a bummer. I reluctantly informed the casting director's assistant that I would not be able to attend, and started preparing for the weekend. I was extremely disappointed since this show would be an amazing opportunity for my career, but backing out of commitments is just not what I do. Surprise! Thursday, the casting director himself emailed me with permission to skip the initial callback and attend the final reading/singing callback for the lead in the show! I love when things work out. Monday at 4:00pm I would read for "Annie" in Annie Get Your Gun.
With Miss NY's Outstanding Teen, Shannon Ryan, at Miss FC |
Pictures at Miss Fulton County! |
Yup, wore the same dress. If it ain't broke... |
With Katie and Claire |
The newest ladies who will compete for Miss New York 2013! |
I was exhausted by Sunday night, but no rest for the weary! Monday was the final callback for Annie Get Your Gun! My life feels like it's been plucked right out of a T.V. show lately. Case-in-point: I showed up at the audition with about ten other girls. After reading a few sides (scenes from the show), five of us were left to sing. After I sang "You Can't Get a Man With a Gun" for the casting director, he asked if he could give me some advice. Naturally, I welcomed it. He kindly told me some changes he'd make to my performance, basically hinting that he could tell that I'm pretty green to the audition process. Most casting directors would have cut me, but instead he told me that he sees something special in me, which is why he kept me around until the very end (awesome!). Feeling gutsy, I asked, "Well, would you mind if I sing it again for you, this time applying what you just told me?" Amazingly, he said "Sure, I don't see why not." So I sang again. When I finished, he was so enthusiastic that I could hardly believe his words. He told me that he's rarely seen someone accomplish such an improvement in performance from just a few short minutes of direction. He told me that I was "very impressive" and that he loves my "voice, look, and energy." With one last surge of courage, I said "I sure wish I could re-read the sides now." He looked at me, paused, and said, "You know what? Come in tomorrow at 9:15 before I start my day of casting a different show. I'd like to hear you re-read the sides, as well, and can also work with you on them a bit." Really???? This busy casting director believes in me so much that he's willing to hear me again? And coach me through the scene? Obviously, I have no idea if I will land the role, but the fact that I'm on this man's radar is a huge accomplishment! I feel so honored and special that he's taken such an interest in my green talent amongst the hundreds of actresses who sing for him weekly. I can't wait for tomorrow morning (this morning, once this blog has been published)!
Clearly, my life has become just a bit busy these last few days, but I wouldn't have it any other way. My dreams are coming true left and right, which constantly reminds me of my mom. I know in my heart that she has something to do with all of this, and that gives me so much joy. Each exciting new step gives me more faith that she is still with me, which is the biggest gift of them all.